living with emptiness

It is the emptiness I feel I’m not lost anymore… Or I am? But I can’t find myself either. Over a long time, all my emotions have drained. In this drought I’m seeking a new season’s rain. A new passion, a new pain. Some new losses, some new gains. Surviving through numbness, it is a…

Wish I could burn the feelings too!

Feelings don’t make sense… Feelings don’t have to make sense But, they make home deep inside and build a fence. Sometimes they make us soft, sometimes cruel and sometimes fill us with rage. Putting shackles around us they bind us in a cage. We walk on fire with tears in our eyes, but smiling gaily…

Those were the days

Those were the days and those were the birthdays When every activity was fun indoor and evenings were spent playing outdoors. When wounds were easy to heal… earning extra five bucks for pocket money was a big deal. Those were the days and those were the birthdays. When friends were so easy to make, when…

Let’s make peace with the world

Let’s make peace with the world inside Let’s make peace with the world outside With the tears that keep on falling With the tears that can’t stop rolling Let’s say good bye for once Let’s say good bye for all To the emotions that keep us pulling To the emotions that keep us bullying Let’s…

The ocean of courage

With the ocean of courage I will keep going I didn’t choose the destruction done to me, but with courage, I can choose to be my own weaver. Even at my lowest, even if i’m lying melted on the floor… I will gather my strength and will run like a river. I can’t run away…

The fire inside me

I have fire in me and tranquility also resides. I have seen the nightmares which were once decorated dreams. I have lived in shattered pieces scattered over floor. I have walked bare feet over ignited coals in the name of love. I have survived even as bones, with sorrows eating my flesh. I have lived…

My dark side

Disclosing my dark side Gasping the pain in the dark, I weave fences around me. Hunted everywhere for a ray but, nothing could bound me. I dig deep and cage in the cave of darkness and despair. Unable to resurrect, it can’t be undone… Damage done to my soul is beyond repair. Building the barricades,…

Path to salvation?

Is it the path to salvation or ruination? You make my soul dance to the beats of your heart. Your aura grabs me in… Pulls me like the moon pulls the tides. I get lost in the savor of your skin. your thoughts take me to the far away land… Where dreams and fantasies reside.…

I embrace my deepest scars

I still embrace you and my deepest scars I don’t apologize for letting you leave. Knowing you were too little to appreciate, I still let you in. You were a river who belittled me for being deep as an ocean I was the first rain of the season, I made you my petrichor, instead you…

Dreams, all she ever wanted to live!

Dreams to live for There was darkness everywhere, but passion in her eyes. Drowning in a troubled sea, she was weaving her dreams. Dreams to awaken and touch every heart. Listening to the lullabies, she used to sleep. Listening to the tales she grew up. the tales of love, of freedom and of liberation. Hard way…