When there isn’t enough air to breathe

When feelings suffocate you When you don’t want to feel but you breathe Breathe in the air of emptiness And that hollow just gets wide Wide enough to drown you Wide enough to consume your very existence When shallowness doesn’t feel shallow enough Because your heart is shallower than a puddle When you jump into…

Salvation of a sinner

Tonight I want to commit that sin again… Tonight I want to collapse in your arms once again With deriving power from each nerve in my body to keep away With every failed attempt… Tonight I want to taste the elixir off your lips and quench mine. Tonight I want to have only name on…

What I mean…

All my life I’ve wanted freedom. And by freedom I mean to be free… To be free from obligations and boundations To be free to say what I feel To be free to choose my own path. But, soon I realised… I realised that freedom isn’t a granted legacy that comes for free. Throughout my…

The closest, the deepest

Are the closest really transparent? How to follow life’s natural course?Dropping the old ones, adding new at the shores.The moment one believes the wisdom is intact Comes a turn, with a pile of mistakes life strands at a new trackWith every hurdle, it keeps growing deepIt’s life, what we sow is what we reapCombining love,…

To live life the way it comes!

With the lessons of 2017 it began, with experiences of 2018 here it ends… From hitting the rock bottom to climbing the heights… here’s to one hell of a journey called 2018. Filled with pain and rage, I wrote a note… of do’s and don’ts that would take me on a long-long road. Yet, here…

Essence of friendship

Happy friendship day! To the friends I have, To the friends I had… I never say it, the friendship and you all mean a lot. Some crossed the path, some stayed for long… Some still walk along. To the short journeys, to milestones we still have to cross… Each and every turn, I am grateful…

I revisit the old places

Painful old places I look back many times a day… I revisit the old places where you used to stay. I revisit myself, try to feel my skin…to feel your touch again. You never left, ever… Neither my soul nor my skin. I cuddle with my pillow every night… The one you used to sleep…

From being a traveller to an unraveller

Traveller to Unraveller Leaving from home with no destination. Paths are many but, there ain’t an affirmation. With twists and tales of patchy pathways. learning about life and its every new phase. Having walked them together, walked them solo. Experienced so many emotions but, my heart sinks in hollow. Have ran on straight roads, jumped…

Reminiscence of past love

Unfading aroma of the past love I know you want to come near me… I know you want to have all of me… You know what? I also want you near me… So close to feel your each hear beat… To feel your heart, skip its beats with my touch. Your thumping heart, shivering hands…

Till the pain fades away

Tonight, I’m gonna dance… Dance like I have never danced before. Shrilling with my fears, I’m gonna hug them. With my hair open, I’m gonna tug them… Behind my ear, coming to my face, I will never let them. Tonight, I’m gonna dance… Dance with my pain. Being blinded with tears… Till my feet start…